so many ‘why’ October 17, 2007

 

 

Found this at my yahoo mail draft box. I saved it , naalala ko kasi i asked these same questions to my boyfriend over n over again. ~ naglalambing ^^

 

Lady : Why Do you like me .. ? Why Do you Love me..?

Man : I can’t tell the reason. But I really like you…

Lady : You can’t even tell me the reason… how can you say you like me? How can you say you love me?

Man : I really don’t know the reason, but I can prove that I love you.

Lady : Proof? No! I want you to tell me the reason. My friend’s boyfriend can tell her why he loves her but not you!

Man : Ok..ok!!! Erm… because you are beautiful, because your voice is sweet, because you are caring, because you are loving, because you are thoughtful, because of your smile, because of your every movements.

The lady felt very satisfied with the man’s answer. Unfortunately, a few days later, the Lady met with an accident and went into the coma stage. The Guy then placed a letter by her side, and here is the content:

Darling,

Because of your sweet voice that I love you…Now can you talk? No! Therefore I cannot love you.

Because of your care and concern that I like you…Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannot love you.

Because of your smile, because of your every movement that I love you…Now can you smile? Now can you move? No, therefore, I cannot love you.

If love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love you anymore. Does love need a reason? NO!

Therefore, I still love you…And love doesn’t need a reason

true noh? pero lam ko after reading this, it still never stopped me to ask same question to my boyfriend.. hahahaha its a gurl thing maybe.. or ako lang ba? hehe

August 9, 2007

how will you ever move on, if the past still hunting you? and at home,
you nid to live your life everyday with the fact that this is broken, it can never be fixed..

my family is broken, would i ever have a happy relationship on my own? or should i still be hunted by the past that my bf created?

she “the girl” is still sending msgs s bf ko, still have friend request, still have emails to him..

August 3, 2007

i have made updates to my blog. placing a text-me-box. u can text me there for anytime u like. dont wori the numbers are all hidden so nobody, that includes me, will ever know ur contact number. i know ill be very prone to some “unwanted” text. but the most part im concern bout is that my friends can txt thru this. and i upload that widgets for them.. for my friend, my blogfriends. ^^ not for those eency weency people who have nothing else to do but to piss me off.. nyaahhaha bitchy.. still my mood is not that fine.

accesing another part of my little brain.. I love SUM41. not as much as i adore avril ofcourse. It took them how many years? i dont know.. hehe all im aware of is that they come up with a nice album for this year. ^^ And i love this song the moment i heard it. and now im listening to it.

title : With Me

I don’t want this moment
to ever end
Where everything’s nothing
without you
I wait here forever just to
to see you smile
cause it’s true
I am nothing without you
Through it all
I made my mistakes
I’ll stumble and fall
but I mean these words

I want you to know
with everything I won’t let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I’ll hold onto this moment you know
Cause I bleed my heart out to show
that I won’t let go

Thoughts read unspoken
forever and now
And pieces of memories
fall to the ground
I know what I didn’t have so
I won’t let this go
Cause it’s true
I am nothing without you
All the streets
where I walked alone
with nowhere to go
have come to an end

I want you to know
with everything I won’t let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I’ll hold onto this moment you know
Cause I bleed my heart out to show
that I won’t let go

In front of your eyes
it falls from the skies
when you don’t know what you’re looking to find
In front of your eyes
it falls from the skies
when you just never know what you will find
What you will find
What you will find
What you will find
What you will find

I don’t want this moment
to ever end
Where everything’s nothing
without you

I want you to know
with everything I won’t let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I’ll hold onto this moment you know
Cause I bleed my heart out to show
that I won’t let go

I want you to know
with everything I won’t let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I’ll hold onto this moment you know
Cause I bleed my heart out to show
that I won’t let go

May 22, 2007

trust?

not a typical condom for those green minded out there.. *sigh
still hve the energy to laugh a bit.. nwei..

u trust. broke. u trust again. broke again. u trust again. ur not sure if its for real but how can u be so sure that it wont happen again? so hard to trust SOMEONE.. leshe trust yan.. ilang beses n me napahamak d pdin natuto.. asar!

May 15, 2007

the family. pressure of being at my age and still not married. urgent need of a new job. i need a new leaf..

no topics in my mind right now.. just questions.. rants..
oh, i need time.. and space.. cant breathe.. i need to rest

limitations of giving advise April 26, 2007

ok related s pagpapayo itong post ko.. naalala ko kasi ung isa kong friend(maia).. eto ung conversation nila ng chubby kong friend n c TB.. and its all bout pagpapayo s isang friend..

Scenario : Ladies Restroom

Pumasok c TB n naghihimutok… sinundan ni maia n kumakanta at well,, wala me magawa kungdi sumunod ndin kasi baka daganan ako ni TB.. hahaha..

TB : ay naku maia!! c leon ayun humihingi nnmn ng advice skin nde nman nya sinusunod!! asar!!
maia : o eh ano nmn ang kinaiinis mo?!
TB : imaging the time and the saliva iv wasted s pag pagpapayo s knya tpos nde nya ggwin?!! Asar db?! kuuuuuu ayaw ko n napapagod n me magpayo!!
maia : agn tanong.. ang pagpapyo mo b s knya gnawa mo b un as a friend? o nakitsismis k lang? nyahahaha
TB : leshe..
maia : ganito un ok? kaibigan k, magadvice ka pero nde mo hwak ang desisyon nya kung susunod cya or nde.. basta bilang kaibigan dpat lagi kang andyan pra s knya. Pag ask nya ang payo mo bout anything you should always be there to listen then give advice. Sundin man nya or nde ang payo mo, ang importante nadamayan mo cya, nasabi mo ang pt mo at hanggang doon lang ang magagawa mo..
TB : leshe leshe!!
maia : hahaha behlat..

wat u think? true db?

**ung mga names imbento ko lang ^^ hehe its not the real name ng kada ko.. ^^

April 26, 2007

ok related s pagpapayo itong post ko.. naalala ko kasi ung isa kong friend(maia).. eto ung conversation nila ng chubby kong friend n c TB.. and its all bout pagpapayo s isang friend..

Scenario : Ladies Restroom

Pumasok c TB n naghihimutok… sinundan ni maia n kumakanta at well,, wala me magawa kungdi sumunod ndin kasi baka daganan ako ni TB.. hahaha..

TB : ay naku maia!! c leon ayun humihingi nnmn ng advice skin nde nman nya sinusunod!! asar!!
maia : o eh ano nmn ang kinaiinis mo?!
TB : imaging the time and the saliva iv wasted s pag pagpapayo s knya tpos nde nya ggwin?!! Asar db?! kuuuuuu ayaw ko n napapagod n me magpayo!!
maia : agn tanong.. ang pagpapyo mo b s knya gnawa mo b un as a friend? o nakitsismis k lang? nyahahaha
TB : leshe..
maia : ganito un ok? kaibigan k, magadvice ka pero nde mo hwak ang desisyon nya kung susunod cya or nde.. basta bilang kaibigan dpat lagi kang andyan pra s knya. Pag ask nya ang payo mo bout anything you should always be there to listen then give advice. Sundin man nya or nde ang payo mo, ang importante nadamayan mo cya, nasabi mo ang pt mo at hanggang doon lang ang magagawa mo..
TB : leshe leshe!!
maia : hahaha behlat..

wat u think? true db?

**ung mga names imbento ko lang ^^ hehe its not the real name ng kada ko.. ^^

HANdS-off me kay Hans.. April 23, 2007

i had chat with a friend who will resign this may 18 *sigh, again* and here are the words he told me.. ill post it here.. and u can point out ur opinions..

“the more that you loOk back to the heartaches they caused, the more that you get hurt
and the more that you get hurt, the more that you think about their irresponsibilities
and the more you think about their irresponsibilities, the more that hey consume your life
now, why let them ruin what good thing may be waiting for you?
i mean, sinaktan ka na nila because of what they did…why let them hurt you the second time by allowing those heartaches hinder you from getting better?
don’t worry about moving on
it may be tough, because you’ll go through a lot; expect that
and since you know you’ll go through a lot, you better start early…as in now, if you can.
that way you can finish early as well”

haba ng sinabi nya.. pero nice db? kakatuwa..
issue: all bout family and lovelife.. and friends who hurt me..
broken one and broken but im trying to fix things up..

ill miss hans for sure!!

April 23, 2007

i had chat with a friend who will resign this may 18 *sigh, again* and here are the words he told me.. ill post it here.. and u can point out ur opinions..

“the more that you loOk back to the heartaches they caused, the more that you get hurt
and the more that you get hurt, the more that you think about their irresponsibilities
and the more you think about their irresponsibilities, the more that hey consume your life
now, why let them ruin what good thing may be waiting for you?
i mean, sinaktan ka na nila because of what they did…why let them hurt you the second time by allowing those heartaches hinder you from getting better?
don’t worry about moving on
it may be tough, because you’ll go through a lot; expect that
and since you know you’ll go through a lot, you better start early…as in now, if you can.
that way you can finish early as well”

haba ng sinabi nya.. pero nice db? kakatuwa..
issue: all bout family and lovelife.. and friends who hurt me..
broken one and broken but im trying to fix things up..

ill miss hans for sure!!

gbye friendster.. April 3, 2007

my insanity strikes again..

yesterday i delete my friendster account
spend the night with my bestfriend
then cried till dawn

so hard to trust a person who instantly break u apart
and hard to be with somebody who hurt u the most..

tell me.. if a person, a former friend [or so i thought nging friend ko tlga cya] backstab you, and one of ur ktropa is planning to have a gathering.. swimming ba.. would you be part of the event? kasi ako i dont have any intentions to do so.. im really bad noh? hahayz