mah guitar ‘n me

notes n moods of bechay

August 28, 2007

Filed under: rants — bechay @ 2:00 am

lazy tuesday.

lots of things to do this day but i came to work late (as always!!) and im tired of my life (wats new?) but im still trying to fight (is this a poem?) hahaha.. nakakaloka.

senseless post
tiring day
lazy tuesday.

[still end up sying the first line.. nothing on my mind right now. ~ciao!]

 

August 23, 2007

Filed under: rock on,soundtrip — bechay @ 5:41 am

Champagne Supernova by Oasis.
– i heard this song last week while playing my fave online game. and i fell inlove with the song. the fact that one of my fave band sang it. unfortunately, i remmber a certain person once told me that this song is intended for weeders *drug addict*. but im not sure yet if this was the song she mentioned *memory gap?! hahaha* nwei.. so i browse a bit and they did mention.. this song are for those who use drugs and the word “cannonball” used in smoking weed. *darn!

There are lot of songs n nagkakaroon ng second meaning. Dont know if intention ng writers or masyado lang malikot ang imahinasyon ng mga critics. Like one song from KAMIKAZEE entitled “DARNA” have u ever thought that the line “Sa likod ng mga tala, khit sulyap lang darna” have a bold meaning? “Sa likod ng mga tala” – talking bout her underwear.. with big stars right? hmmm a friend told this to me too.. but that never came to my mind hahaha..

Another was, Push by Matchbox. Db naissue din yan? n bold dn daw ung drive ng kanta. Rated daw. Napaka-Literal noh? hahaha hmm What else.. ung song ng Eraserheads “Alapaap” sabi nila for drug users din.

Though this songs are really great, critics never fail to influence some of the listeners. Pero kugn avid fan k tlga ng band or singer this wont affect you khit konti. Tuloy ako rakrakan..

 

August 17, 2007

Filed under: soundtrip — bechay @ 6:54 am

Nice Intro!!! Love the guitar.. Love the song.. Linkin Park Rocks!!

Given Up

Wake in a sweat again
Another day’s been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like I’ll never leave this place
There’s no escape

I’m my own worst enemy

I’ve given up…
I’m sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I’m suffocating!
Tell me what the f**k is wrong with me!

I don’t know what to take
Thought I was focused but I’m scared
I’m not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow somewhere
And no one cares

I’m my own worst enemy

I’ve given up…
I’m sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I’m suffocating!
Tell me what the f**k is wrong
with me!

GOD!

Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my…
Put me out of my f**king misery!

I’ve given up
I’m sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I’m suffocating!
Tell me what the f**k is
Wrong with me!

 

August 14, 2007

Filed under: blog-it — bechay @ 2:13 am

napnsin ko npaka emochuchu ng post ko last time. nakakaloka. oh well, right now, im still in the stage of try-to-stay-calm and please-accept-and-move-on attitude. so i’ve decided to hop hop hop. both in blog world and in friendster. just to divert my mind. surf, surf, hop, hop, browse, browse till i bump with this cool animation.. entitled:

ANIMATOR vs. ANIMATION

Courtesy of www.geocities.com/testiflash

nice noh? ^^

 

August 9, 2007

Filed under: emochuchu,insanity strikes me — bechay @ 3:44 am

how will you ever move on, if the past still hunting you? and at home,
you nid to live your life everyday with the fact that this is broken, it can never be fixed..

my family is broken, would i ever have a happy relationship on my own? or should i still be hunted by the past that my bf created?

she “the girl” is still sending msgs s bf ko, still have friend request, still have emails to him..

 

August 7, 2007

Filed under: rock on — bechay @ 1:34 am

This morning before i go to work, i’v wathced “Unang Hirit” and they featured the top 10 rock bands. Ofcourse, theres parokya ni edgar (4th), sugarfree (3rd), bamboo (2nd) and kamikazee (1st). yohoooo!! ^^

Kamikazee is indeed on its way to the top. From guestings in bar, to featured band in Ragnarok Online gimiks, finally they’ve been recognized as one of the hottest band in town. Now, u can see them on TV shows such as ASAP, SOP etc and in some of the sitcoms on air.. hahaha i just love the guys and their songs the humor and such..

Nah just feel like talking bout them. ^^

 

August 3, 2007

Filed under: bloggie updates,emochuchu,insanity strikes me,soundtrip — bechay @ 4:30 am

i have made updates to my blog. placing a text-me-box. u can text me there for anytime u like. dont wori the numbers are all hidden so nobody, that includes me, will ever know ur contact number. i know ill be very prone to some “unwanted” text. but the most part im concern bout is that my friends can txt thru this. and i upload that widgets for them.. for my friend, my blogfriends. ^^ not for those eency weency people who have nothing else to do but to piss me off.. nyaahhaha bitchy.. still my mood is not that fine.

accesing another part of my little brain.. I love SUM41. not as much as i adore avril ofcourse. It took them how many years? i dont know.. hehe all im aware of is that they come up with a nice album for this year. ^^ And i love this song the moment i heard it. and now im listening to it.

title : With Me

I don’t want this moment
to ever end
Where everything’s nothing
without you
I wait here forever just to
to see you smile
cause it’s true
I am nothing without you
Through it all
I made my mistakes
I’ll stumble and fall
but I mean these words

I want you to know
with everything I won’t let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I’ll hold onto this moment you know
Cause I bleed my heart out to show
that I won’t let go

Thoughts read unspoken
forever and now
And pieces of memories
fall to the ground
I know what I didn’t have so
I won’t let this go
Cause it’s true
I am nothing without you
All the streets
where I walked alone
with nowhere to go
have come to an end

I want you to know
with everything I won’t let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I’ll hold onto this moment you know
Cause I bleed my heart out to show
that I won’t let go

In front of your eyes
it falls from the skies
when you don’t know what you’re looking to find
In front of your eyes
it falls from the skies
when you just never know what you will find
What you will find
What you will find
What you will find
What you will find

I don’t want this moment
to ever end
Where everything’s nothing
without you

I want you to know
with everything I won’t let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I’ll hold onto this moment you know
Cause I bleed my heart out to show
that I won’t let go

I want you to know
with everything I won’t let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I’ll hold onto this moment you know
Cause I bleed my heart out to show
that I won’t let go