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8th anniversary with yeng ^^ October 24, 2007

Filed under: okasyon,work — bechay @ 7:12 am

Last October 20 we held our 8th year anniversary at Cuneta Astrodome. Unlike last year, we need to wear a casual dress this time. The only thing we need to worry bout is the blouse or top dress so it means ^^ less gastos. Though, really tiring experience kasi we are the usherette of the event. Not until our main guest, Yeng Constantino perform on stage! Her… her… oh~ cant find words how to describe her.. basta I love her outfit, how she sing, her way of expressing herself while she perform on stage. Im really not a local artist fanatic but this gurl really rocks!! ^^




I drop the usual “straight hair” look this time, i came up with a curly hair.. ^^ aside from the fact that i dont have budget for it, for now… i wanna reminisce the time my hair kinda curly pa.. ^^the pics… nde nalang.. tma ng c yeng ang ipostko.. wahehehe..




so many ‘why’ October 17, 2007

Filed under: emochuchu,insanity strikes me — bechay @ 1:38 am



Found this at my yahoo mail draft box. I saved it , naalala ko kasi i asked these same questions to my boyfriend over n over again. ~ naglalambing ^^


Lady : Why Do you like me .. ? Why Do you Love me..?

Man : I can’t tell the reason. But I really like you…

Lady : You can’t even tell me the reason… how can you say you like me? How can you say you love me?

Man : I really don’t know the reason, but I can prove that I love you.

Lady : Proof? No! I want you to tell me the reason. My friend’s boyfriend can tell her why he loves her but not you!

Man : Ok..ok!!! Erm… because you are beautiful, because your voice is sweet, because you are caring, because you are loving, because you are thoughtful, because of your smile, because of your every movements.

The lady felt very satisfied with the man’s answer. Unfortunately, a few days later, the Lady met with an accident and went into the coma stage. The Guy then placed a letter by her side, and here is the content:


Because of your sweet voice that I love you…Now can you talk? No! Therefore I cannot love you.

Because of your care and concern that I like you…Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannot love you.

Because of your smile, because of your every movement that I love you…Now can you smile? Now can you move? No, therefore, I cannot love you.

If love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love you anymore. Does love need a reason? NO!

Therefore, I still love you…And love doesn’t need a reason

true noh? pero lam ko after reading this, it still never stopped me to ask same question to my boyfriend.. hahahaha its a gurl thing maybe.. or ako lang ba? hehe


independent scenario October 10, 2007

Filed under: this-is-me — bechay @ 2:32 am

My independent drama, went out well, they prepared breakfast and baon for me. sweet noh? though there are times na i feel a little awkward kasi i dont know WHAT should i do. I had a little chitchat with tetet (the auditor), we are working on the same vicinity (ortigas) though nde nmin alam ung place ng work ng isat isa. hard to explain the exact location ng building nmin kasi like me, nde din cya ganon kapamilyar s ortigas. We had a little laughs, and i hope ma extend ko un to the rest of the gurls. Still im adjusting. But i hope mgging ok din ang lahat.

another thing, if you guys would like to make some mind stretch try this :

Mind Stretch

I got the link from my Manager and good thing i got A+. 😀
i did bad in fraction though, nag IDK ako agad.. Try it ^^ it will be fun.


Big Gurls dont Cry October 9, 2007

Filed under: soundtrip — bechay @ 6:47 am

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You’re probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It’s personal, myself and I
We’ve got some straightenin’ out to do
And I’m gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I’ve got to get a move on with my life
It’s time to be a big girl now
And big girls don’t cry
Don’t cry
Don’t cry
Don’t cry

The path that I’m walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps ’til I’m full grown, full grown
Fairytales don’t always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay


Like the little school mate in the school yard
We’ll play jacks and uno cards
I’ll be your best friend and you’ll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
‘Cause I want to hold yours too
We’ll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it’s time for me to go home
It’s getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity


La Da Da Da Da Da


new place October 8, 2007

Filed under: this-is-me — bechay @ 2:19 am

elo philippines! [*iba ang drama ko ngayon]

ok ok… ill be starting a new life now. I found a place near guadalupe mrt station. ive decided to have an independent life. opcors im old enuf for this. thres a big difference from before, kxe, emotionally i am really ready. kxe dati ung mga plan ko na magboard is out of ”emotion” lang kya after a week or two nagbbgo ako ng desisyon.

iv packed my things. one week dress muna kasi need ko work work. what happen khapon? cry cry muna with my mom hahaha. i will surely miss my mom. so now, bwal n absent at late. this time it will be different. pero excited ako and im proud of my decision.

hmmm kaw? living with parents ba? or independent? ano kya mga possible n mangyayari now that ill be having an independent life?  any ideas? ^^

[*sna may sumagot wahahaha]


October 5, 2007

Filed under: blog-it,meme,rants,this-is-me,work — bechay @ 3:41 am

haler haler… im here im here!!

First : Fion tag me.. this my desktop at work..


i love anime, my wallpaper – thats from DEARS. the divx folder at my desktop contains the episodes from Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya.. hmmm did i get it right ba? then SHUFFLE then HE IS MY MASTER and alot more. Influenced by my dad (mot – influenced him to do blog hehe his blog still under construction). My desktop not that crowded [unlike fion multi-tasking ang loka hihi] not a busy day right now. Who im tagging…. hmmmm jake theia, len, and my dad opcors motmot

2nd : y im in wordpress? our server admin blocked the blogger site. im still in the process of getting-to-know-wordpress ^^

3rd : long time update .. aside from the 2nd fact i stated.. its been a hell of a month last september. Nag dry run n kasi ung online system n inaasikaso for almost a year kya ngarag me. Recieved lots of complains [dry run syempre]. Most of the time im pissed off by some of the users telling me stuffs that even them nde nila maintindhan. Some nattwa me. Overall, its fun pero very tiring. For this month wala me absent!! yahooo hahaha..

Fourth : im back…

take care peeps.. ^^