mah guitar ‘n me

notes n moods of bechay

Over You – Chris Daughtry November 14, 2007

Filed under: emochuchu,soundtrip — bechay @ 1:22 am

Now that it’s all said and done,
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should’ve started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I’d doubt you,
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I’m slowly getting closure.
I guess it’s really over.
I’m finally getting better.
And now I’m picking up the pieces.
I’m spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should’ve started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I’d doubt you,
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I’m slowly getting closure.
I guess it’s really over.
I’m finally getting better.
And now I’m picking up the pieces.
I’m spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should’ve started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I’d doubt you,
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should’ve started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I’d doubt you,
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I’m slowly getting closure.
I guess it’s really over.
I’m finally getting better.
And now I’m picking up the pieces.
I’m spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I’m putting my heart back together,
‘Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through,
I got over you.

~ have you heard this? kaboses ni daughtry ung vocalist ng Hinder and Nickelback. And i love those two bands din. ^^ Soundtrip muna me.. ~~

 

miss province ~ November 8, 2007

Filed under: emochuchu,this-is-me — bechay @ 1:41 pm

elow~

last november 2 we went to cavite. dun kmi nag celebrate ng all souls day.

drinking, singing.

looking at the view papunta s cavite nalibang na me. it is then that i realize how i missed the provincial scenery. tpos napnsin ko din n ung color ng langit starts with a dark blue till mag light blue.. till mag white till mag gray[hahaha kasi polluted n s bandang baba eh].. then the clouds lighten up my feeling. i feel good looking at it tlga. trip ko kasi un tumingin s stars s gabi at s clouds.. babaw noh? pero thru that nakakapgunwind ako.

funny, tuwang tuwa ako nung nakakita me ng kalabaw [wahahaha weird]
tgal ko n kasi nde nakakuwi ng province. another weird thing is ung makakita
k ng two trees in a middle of a farm. tpos ung trees n un ang lago lago ng mga dahon. ^^

i just miss it..

i need a break i guess… ^^

 

 

so many ‘why’ October 17, 2007

Filed under: emochuchu,insanity strikes me — bechay @ 1:38 am

 

 

Found this at my yahoo mail draft box. I saved it , naalala ko kasi i asked these same questions to my boyfriend over n over again. ~ naglalambing ^^

 

Lady : Why Do you like me .. ? Why Do you Love me..?

Man : I can’t tell the reason. But I really like you…

Lady : You can’t even tell me the reason… how can you say you like me? How can you say you love me?

Man : I really don’t know the reason, but I can prove that I love you.

Lady : Proof? No! I want you to tell me the reason. My friend’s boyfriend can tell her why he loves her but not you!

Man : Ok..ok!!! Erm… because you are beautiful, because your voice is sweet, because you are caring, because you are loving, because you are thoughtful, because of your smile, because of your every movements.

The lady felt very satisfied with the man’s answer. Unfortunately, a few days later, the Lady met with an accident and went into the coma stage. The Guy then placed a letter by her side, and here is the content:

Darling,

Because of your sweet voice that I love you…Now can you talk? No! Therefore I cannot love you.

Because of your care and concern that I like you…Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannot love you.

Because of your smile, because of your every movement that I love you…Now can you smile? Now can you move? No, therefore, I cannot love you.

If love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love you anymore. Does love need a reason? NO!

Therefore, I still love you…And love doesn’t need a reason

true noh? pero lam ko after reading this, it still never stopped me to ask same question to my boyfriend.. hahahaha its a gurl thing maybe.. or ako lang ba? hehe

 

August 9, 2007

Filed under: emochuchu,insanity strikes me — bechay @ 3:44 am

how will you ever move on, if the past still hunting you? and at home,
you nid to live your life everyday with the fact that this is broken, it can never be fixed..

my family is broken, would i ever have a happy relationship on my own? or should i still be hunted by the past that my bf created?

she “the girl” is still sending msgs s bf ko, still have friend request, still have emails to him..

 

August 3, 2007

Filed under: bloggie updates,emochuchu,insanity strikes me,soundtrip — bechay @ 4:30 am

i have made updates to my blog. placing a text-me-box. u can text me there for anytime u like. dont wori the numbers are all hidden so nobody, that includes me, will ever know ur contact number. i know ill be very prone to some “unwanted” text. but the most part im concern bout is that my friends can txt thru this. and i upload that widgets for them.. for my friend, my blogfriends. ^^ not for those eency weency people who have nothing else to do but to piss me off.. nyaahhaha bitchy.. still my mood is not that fine.

accesing another part of my little brain.. I love SUM41. not as much as i adore avril ofcourse. It took them how many years? i dont know.. hehe all im aware of is that they come up with a nice album for this year. ^^ And i love this song the moment i heard it. and now im listening to it.

title : With Me

I don’t want this moment
to ever end
Where everything’s nothing
without you
I wait here forever just to
to see you smile
cause it’s true
I am nothing without you
Through it all
I made my mistakes
I’ll stumble and fall
but I mean these words

I want you to know
with everything I won’t let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I’ll hold onto this moment you know
Cause I bleed my heart out to show
that I won’t let go

Thoughts read unspoken
forever and now
And pieces of memories
fall to the ground
I know what I didn’t have so
I won’t let this go
Cause it’s true
I am nothing without you
All the streets
where I walked alone
with nowhere to go
have come to an end

I want you to know
with everything I won’t let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I’ll hold onto this moment you know
Cause I bleed my heart out to show
that I won’t let go

In front of your eyes
it falls from the skies
when you don’t know what you’re looking to find
In front of your eyes
it falls from the skies
when you just never know what you will find
What you will find
What you will find
What you will find
What you will find

I don’t want this moment
to ever end
Where everything’s nothing
without you

I want you to know
with everything I won’t let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I’ll hold onto this moment you know
Cause I bleed my heart out to show
that I won’t let go

I want you to know
with everything I won’t let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I’ll hold onto this moment you know
Cause I bleed my heart out to show
that I won’t let go

 

August 2, 2007

Filed under: emochuchu,meme — bechay @ 1:15 am

“Life is so constructed that an event does not, cannot, will not, match the expectation.”

Here are the rules for “8 facts”:

1.) In the 8 facts about [name], you share 8 things that your readers don’t know
about you. At the end, you tag 8 other bloggers to keep the fun going. Each
blogger must post these rules first.

2.) Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.

3.) At the end of the post, a blogger needs to choose eight people to get tagged
and list their names.

4.) Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read
your blog .

8 Facts about Becky

1. Im a collector of stuffs – bags, tickets, shoes and hats all sorts from ukay ukay, signatured. And the mcdo meal mini stuff toys, the 7 dwarfs, snoopy miniature, and the tumblers at KFC and Zagu and wat else.. hmmm dami noh? imagine how my room look like.. MESS!! hahaha

2. I love catsup!! – catsup to adobo, to fita [yup the cookies] i gnash at fita then sip on my catsup [weird, some say], basta i love catsup specially of mcdo. I have lots of excess on my drawer

3. I can stay infront of Computer for 2 days no slip.. ill eat there and drink.. just infront of my pc.. its timeless doing net surfing, playing online games, bloggin, etc etc ltos of things to do.. ^^

4. Whatever food im holding, i always end up eating it.. T_T – wari, bf ko phwak skin ung buko juice nya n nde naubos.. unaware of it, im already sipping it na.. hahaha.. kya pag meron nde maubos ang bf ko food.. ang gingwa nya pinaphwak lang skin.. i dont know y.. pero true to.. sabi bf ko nde daw normal un.. ksi khit busog n me ganon nangyayari.. or akala ko lang busog ako? syet! takaw ko tlga!

5. I love coffee with lots of cream on it – sipping coffee at work morning, breaktime morning, breaktime afternoon.

6. i only wear Baby-G watches

7. i hate worms – i shiver everytime i see one and if i see one on my way, i wont continue walking on that path anymore.. when i heard somebody saying that word, i shiver i just hate them.

8. Getting married next year.

ill tag
Len, jaleesa, ria, Freyti,Chaucer, alexis, dauphine, and Jake

ciao!

 

June 2, 2007

Filed under: emochuchu,soundtrip — bechay @ 4:06 am

Sunny came home to her favorite room
Sunny sat down in the kitchen
She opened a book and a box of tools
Sunny came home with a mission

She says days go by I’m hypnotized
I’m walking on a wire
I close my eyes and fly out of my mind
Into the fire

Sunny came home with a list of names
She didn’t believe in transcendence
It’s time for a few small repairs she said
Sunny came home with a vengeance

She says days go by I don’t know why
I’m walking on a wire
I close my eyes and fly out of my mind
Into the fire

Get the kids and bring a sweater
Dry is good and wind is better
Count the years, you always knew it
Strike a match, go on and do it

Days go by I’m hypnotized
I’m walking on a wire
I close my eyes and fly out of my mind
Into the fire
Light the sky and hold on tight
The world is burning down
She’s out there on her own and she’s alright
Sunny came home
Sunny came home…

* emo mood