mah guitar ‘n me

notes n moods of bechay

October 5, 2007

Filed under: blog-it,meme,rants,this-is-me,work — bechay @ 3:41 am

haler haler… im here im here!!

First : Fion tag me.. this my desktop at work..

desktop.jpg

i love anime, my wallpaper – thats from DEARS. the divx folder at my desktop contains the episodes from Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya.. hmmm did i get it right ba? then SHUFFLE then HE IS MY MASTER and alot more. Influenced by my dad (mot – influenced him to do blog hehe his blog still under construction). My desktop not that crowded [unlike fion multi-tasking ang loka hihi] not a busy day right now. Who im tagging…. hmmmm jake theia, len, and my dad opcors motmot

2nd : y im in wordpress? our server admin blocked the blogger site. im still in the process of getting-to-know-wordpress ^^

3rd : long time update .. aside from the 2nd fact i stated.. its been a hell of a month last september. Nag dry run n kasi ung online system n inaasikaso for almost a year kya ngarag me. Recieved lots of complains [dry run syempre]. Most of the time im pissed off by some of the users telling me stuffs that even them nde nila maintindhan. Some nattwa me. Overall, its fun pero very tiring. For this month wala me absent!! yahooo hahaha..

Fourth : im back…

take care peeps.. ^^

 

August 28, 2007

Filed under: rants — bechay @ 2:00 am

lazy tuesday.

lots of things to do this day but i came to work late (as always!!) and im tired of my life (wats new?) but im still trying to fight (is this a poem?) hahaha.. nakakaloka.

senseless post
tiring day
lazy tuesday.

[still end up sying the first line.. nothing on my mind right now. ~ciao!]

 

June 16, 2007

Filed under: rants — bechay @ 2:43 am

its been a week since i had gone thru therapy.. shopping therapy to be specific.. d ko lam pero it jsut strike me kasi nan may naencoutner me nnmn n tao n naiinis ako.. kya iv done things that are not quite normal, Fionixe knew this. its our little secret.. nwei wat iv done is really not good.. not nice.. and ung kunsensya ko kinakatok ako.. haha.. nakakinis to bsahin nwei… ito ung cause hahaha.. ung effect… leshe kasi npgastos me ng husto last week.. naw ko lang narealize mali! mali! mali!.. hahayz…

im too emotional. lhat halos ng mga bglaang desisyon ko out of emotion. kung kelan tinopak booooomm!!! walang isip isip.. go ng go.. wawa nga ung shock absorber ko, momot, buti nalang d p din nagsasawa hahaha… naiinis lang me kasi wala p ung bills ko pero ramdam ko n ang bigat!! hahayzz…

rants rants rants.
when will i ever learn?!

 

May 9, 2007

Filed under: rants,work — bechay @ 9:08 am

ok.. raining season n ata.. and yet our company decided to held our summer outing (*grr) where? at Rose Gold Calatagan Batangas. I did some research regarding the resort and got a not-so-good feedback bout it. Some info are quite interesting kasi ung place daw is ok if you nid to unwind. All that matter to me is the nature and the sunset. Though most of them said “nde maganda” the heck i should try it tutal wala namn mwawala skin.. and im with a couple of friends.. try nmin to check out the beauty of that place..

Question: for those who are familiar of domains, the case is.. The domain under Mr. Juan expired and now is there a way for him to retain the domain and transfer the account to a different user? kasi nde n maccess ung mga emails under that domain eh.. and thats wat we are trying to hold back.. anybody?

 

get well soon.. May 3, 2007

Filed under: rants — bechay @ 2:15 am

nakangiti pero nde naman tlga.. well thats me s ngayon..

“u cannot please everybody” thats true..
may lalabas tlagang asar syo or badtrip
meron din sisiraan ka
pero i play with this kind of people..
pag inaasar me or inaaway or sinasabihan ng nde maganda
or worst sinisiraan..
the only thing i do to fight back is
to “shut-my-mouth” and be silent…….
that triggers them more n more n more..
kya ata nagsasanib pwersa n cla ngayon..
ung isang tao, nadagdagan ng isa pa.. so dlawa n cla..
at ung isang un.. sinama ang kapatid.. so un tatlo na
prang networking.. or dhil tlgang bad ako?!

anonymous mail… wat else?
send more…
still not enuf eh?! txt messages naman!!

the heck.. i dont care..
i have my TRUE friends bside me and told me
to ignore them and i will..

GET WELL SOON Guys…
go to a psychiatrist.. u nid that i think

ang bad ko tlga!!!
darn!

 

Filed under: rants — bechay @ 2:15 am

nakangiti pero nde naman tlga.. well thats me s ngayon..

“u cannot please everybody” thats true..
may lalabas tlagang asar syo or badtrip
meron din sisiraan ka
pero i play with this kind of people..
pag inaasar me or inaaway or sinasabihan ng nde maganda
or worst sinisiraan..
the only thing i do to fight back is
to “shut-my-mouth” and be silent…….
that triggers them more n more n more..
kya ata nagsasanib pwersa n cla ngayon..
ung isang tao, nadagdagan ng isa pa.. so dlawa n cla..
at ung isang un.. sinama ang kapatid.. so un tatlo na
prang networking.. or dhil tlgang bad ako?!

anonymous mail… wat else?
send more…
still not enuf eh?! txt messages naman!!

the heck.. i dont care..
i have my TRUE friends bside me and told me
to ignore them and i will..

GET WELL SOON Guys…
go to a psychiatrist.. u nid that i think

ang bad ko tlga!!!
darn!

 

just freak out, let it go March 29, 2007

Filed under: rants — bechay @ 6:26 am

clear up my mind

paranoia… its all over me.. how will i stop thinking bout things that happen from the past.. all those bad things that hurt me that break me that nah nah nah.. yah yah yah..

chill out
thats wat im planning to do this weekend.. swwim swim with my friends.. cguro apat lang kmi.. close friends.. gurlfriends.. to talk to.. for now.. this blogspot has been plugged over friendster.. harhar.. so much for the hidden identity.. wala naman dpat ihide.. for thm to know the real me..

ciao!!!